loads.photos.

whats joy like w.o sorrow?
they come hand in hand.
but someday, the joy will overpower the other.
and victory will be ours.

its teachers day eve and be*you day.
and. is stingy, we always squeeze holidays together, so we only get one day off.
ppfft. nth much this year. dunhaf weird devils, peaceseeker, bunny and m.i.b --"
was actually quite boring. but phototaking rocks. so fun.
yuyan and mandd look so cute. ^^
theres space constraint, so 5 levels squeeze in the corridors of the school building and look down at the amphitheatre. the excited us. (:


how the anty pple look like from 5th floor.


the programme was not bad leh.
the nameless (?) band was okay (: i dont know the song mah so.. >.>
guitars rock. (:
was caught up in looking at them play, dont have a nice shot. look @ pam's blog (:

some shots on the fifth floor.
the scene ard and. is pretty good actually (:
look at the sky (:

and me and renying.

fourthree item was sweet. (: fab was playing keyboard. lol.
bball girls one rock! yingzhi was so cute! ^^
wasnt really looking at the rest of the items :X

and more shots!
wanted to do a comparison. like before and after. from kclan lastyr beyou day to this year.
but apparently.
i remember the position wrongly! *shrieks.
):
but heres the shots anyway.
year 2004.

and year 2005.

so different ehh (:


had alot of shots. the nicer ones..
the desperate abstract-trying to act dao.


and after very very very long
the supposedly most successful one. >.>


the heartshaped thing on my hand is a nice stickie given by nas. HATE SCHOOL printed over it (:

the cute legs one. haha.


JUMP! (:


twist!
such a retro pict lah.
like my sis photo ten years ago de pose >.>


sbs.
ber qiao lays. (:


ha. act cute. tsktsk.


the rest of the photos all quite weird one. lol.
funny shots.
esp the one qiao bullying the opressed pete one.


haha.
after the celebs.
me n xin wen back to aiss and peixin.
i pei-ed her to go pacing in peixin :X
apparently her class pple not in there.
so we took a v long way.
and reached my sch. the hole that link the two schools is locked ):

in the end, mrs tan wasnt in sch, she rushed home for urgent matter.
abit wasted trip lah ):

then we went town.
ate loads of donuts. so nice >.>

was like teaching xin n mak. glad to see them being enlightened in some areas.
felt much joyful-er aft inparting it. hehs. talked so long in macs.
talking with them can never be boring.
(:

happy tchers day.

fossilised.

just talked with mrs mich tan on the phone
haha missed the p6 days sometimes
things were alot simpler
never thought so much could be going thru my elder sisters minds when they were my age.
mrs tans still like old times.
and she still misses us [6602] lol.

(:
i miss actually feeling that tchers days important.
after all, somehow all the sec sch maths tcher think i got AP. *shrugs.

dreading doing maths ws ):
but thats our present to wonggie.

three.seven quite thoughtful lah, actually got stuff for all tchers.
:p tralalas.

ciaos ;

vague.

shopping was tiring.
heh. went to j8 to kidnap bernice, snatch her from the 3/7ers and drag her to go shopping with me.
for a top. have nth to wear tml mah. beyou day.
and she got quite a sad life.
shopped 2.5 hours with me. hehheh >.>

realised the importance of renying. lol.
mon n tue all the choir pple always not ard.
then 3/7 somehow like always got lessons. or maybe i think too much.
then ying also not ard.
noone pei me eat lunch sia. haha.

had shepherding with jieling @ kfc before that.
yihui popped out from nowhere again. and we were talking shouting across the road lah. lol.

a few more weeks to eoys.
how very sickening.

and izyan.
gona miss you loads!
take loads of care and hope that u will really adapt to you new environment very soon. (: dont miss all of us too much x) take loads of care. <3

was sort of arguing with jasmine lah. as in debate?
hmm. everyones getting so practical.
art doesnt have a future?
what does, anyway.
really dont want to be pushed to be doing smth that i dont want to.
like what cixin said "if u really believe in believing the impossible, go on. the worhld needs pple like that (not being sacarstic)"
haha. noidea.
the futures vague right now.
but i know it will all be okay. god will guide all of us through.

im thinking too far again.
hehs.

(:
really rather stay 14 forever.

anw watch americans next top model! its a great show.
think kahlens so cute. hehs.
great reality teevee.

hurs.

sunnysideup.

so shag.
haha. todays a long day. but happy lah.

morns meet pete @ amk mrt. seven plus.
woke up ard 630 0.o
aft much "arguing" and compromising last night, we agreed to meet at seventwenty.
but apparently jon is late. as usual
he went back to sleep after we attempted to wake him up.
so for the third time this year, me n pete sat at mrt station, same place to wait for him.
but eventually we went over to macs first.
and ate. :X then he came.
so we did homework.
i so miss sec two hw.
pete's trigo and our trigo so different.
and we encountered with this little monster.
this little unattended girl came to talk to us.
super daring sia.
was poking ard our stuffs. mp3 and handphone.
and actually asked us to give her money to buy toys.
degeneration.
scary. i was freaked.
so we kind of dao her.
and she poke ard somemore.
felt like laying hands on her. :X
then she ran off and very soon, formed a little gang of brats kids running ard macs, distrupting everyone.
her mother doesnt care --"
maybe im suffering from fear of kids. :D

so crapped and did hw till eleven plus and went over to kfc for lunch. lol.
xin joined us.
and we talked somemore. and drew.
unsaint.
pete went for tuition @ amk lib and the three of us wen to meet mak @ j8.
we went buying fruits and stuff for the stall eight auntie.
WE are aunties man. lol.
poking at fruits and looking at herbal tea.
xin treated us to big lychee mochi. thankewss. <3
wah. didnt know jon can do housework so well. he was moping the whole house lah *applauds.
im like, of no help. such a spoilt brat. ):
anw got alot of hair all over the floor.
we all quite terrorised.
but everythg is worth it.
you see the aunties gratitude. u see how she sincerely n earnestly appreciated whatever little favours u can give.
and u hear her say. that andersonians from `92 and `02 actually visited her.
teary eyes. xin suan [heart sour >.>]

chatting about our pri sch interesting colourful cca life (mine not leh.)
MAKS was in comp club :D
and returned to j8.
slake thirst with sprite. ^^ and fries.

xin n jon went to join pete and some choir pple to buy his sis pres and mak wen off to meet ser..
i waited for yihui and my sheeps.
follow up-ed on tracie.
prayed in a very secluded place. lol.
walked yihui back to rc.
kopped their bread @ cartel. :D
rocks.
was still VERY hungry.
4leaves choc ring. and back home now.
dads having pms.
choirs still @ esplanade concert.
off le. more homework.
i so wana quit sch. :D

sleep.

heh.
finally done with the stupid layout.
made it myself. wahaha.
wanted to navigate with msn emoticons. but im hopeless with image mapping.
thanks huda for trying (:
anw abt to doze of and hit on the keyboard liao.
blog again.

c

take a look at this page.
go to duty.
haha. was really touched.
beacuse the animation really depicted what we are doing.
lemme always remember. You hold tomorrow. and You decide.

had shepherding.
THANKS shepherd.
she lugged a whole box of books and she got prelims tml.
and she came to shepherd me. hehs.
sacrificial (:
had tiramisu. :3

went makaned with ah-ying and yihui joined us afterwards. (:
lalalas. pastamaniaa. one of the greatest things of being a student. food promos.
had pizza. long time no eat.
was talking to ying bout stuff. haha. missing simple times.

tomorrows the big chickenish day ehhs.
and the weeks ending again.
drawing closer and closer to the sickening eoys.

i still think chanel is nice (:
actually i only liked her after she got kicked out of finals.
wahahas.
:X

ciaos.

wor th.

just came home.
just now on the train, saw smth that left quite some impact.
this little boy was tugging on his mums suit with such dismayed eyes.
looked so cute.
but why?
because he got 9.5/10 for his chinese spelling.
and he was really looking very sad.
and all because he got the "gong" character wrong for "yong gong du shu" --"
its like.
so. tragic.
hes only maybe.. 6?
and hes already so aware of those marks. and everythg.
and somemore, he got like, full marks for his eng spelling and his mum was still looking upset about that stupid half mark.
is that truly what our lives are about?
slogging to be cream of the crop, and then spend the next half of the life trying to find someone to settle down with and contd slogging and then comes the kids to contd the cycle.
whats truly worth to everyone?
theres really really so much more to everythg.
maybe my nephews gona be like that too. ):

life is looking so, so short.
cixins gona get frustrated @ what i gona type (:
its 2 years and close to nine months since we all came to and.
and it also means we gona leave like very very soon.
everyone to start another new chapter of our life.
different paths.
i duno if this friendship will go thru the test?
or has it always been, let go, move on?

oh wells.
had caregrp.
i screwed holycom ):
was unprepared. so disappointing.
was quite nervous, and worsened by sudden appearance of pete n yk.
must buck up.
haha. did the spiritual giftings test again.
`craftsmenship`help/service`mercy.

yesterday was a very very tiring day.
was very mentally drained by many things.
and by recess im half alive.
then had 2.4k. lousy lousy timing.
didnt get to run with jasmine cause the woman split the classes up.
ran alone loh ):
but still B. so okay.
then ying came to find me. thinks its very sweet of her. haha.
and went off to tuition.
alightened by PJ. our tutor rocks (:
and trudged home. alone. my dearest muvo (mpo3)die-d on me.

2 more days to kuayclan day!!
so exciting (:
although we still cant decide where to go.
hehs.

3 more days to saturday and weekend and hotcakes.
hang in there.

yet.again.

im freak sianned.
jiu headache again loh.
then puked in class.
oh mans. whoever puked in class lah?
like that kind of only happens in pri sch.
in eng.
so funny. ms heng was like "you are as pale as a sheet!" lol.
yah. then went to toilet to wash up and argue with ching as to go home or not.
but i really energised lorh, aft i puked :X
as usual, she won lah. --"
was walking ard w.o pinafore.
then sitting @ the amphitheatre. and pete gz walked past and they waved cheerfully.
w.o realising that me n ching arent supposed to be there --"
haha.

went home.
read comic :X
my reading increases when im not well la, i also duno why.
then slept till 4plus.
polished off two sunshine rolls :X
supposed to keep one for breakfast. but.. things often dont turn out the way you want them to lah.

and theres 2..4 run tml. eeeeek.

hai. its so routined.
monday u await end of school.
then await saturday.
and when sunday comes, u dread monday.

i wan holidays.
maybe i should adopt a fourday work week.

>.>

pained.

doing His work is so tiring.
noone ever promised it to be easy. i know.
it just hurts to see those souls unsaved. and u know how much they matter to you.
those hardened hearts. crying for them to be softened and opened.
its all in Your hands. Yours.
salvation. realisation? when?

thurs-sat.

i love saturdays.
today was really filled.
the praise songs rock. we could have rocked the earth.
service was exceptionally good today.
aft lunch me n pam joined the rest @ clm.
clm = careleader meeting.
uhh. quite weird lah initially, cux everyones like so mature.
but it went okay. and the teaching was good.
gideons so inspiring (:
then we honoured this leader. lol.
the guys did er.. weird stuff.
and the sisters did a sexy version of happy birthday to him,
made his mao zhan. lol!
heh. really feel blessed. <3 color="#ffffff">ss 22. cg 16. for god.
hmm yesterday.
had guides.
and choc waffle after that ^^

thursday.
the sch was quitebrainless.
they didnt book the stadium for the 2.4 retest.
plus it was raining lah.
then when all of us squeezed onto two 72s and rush there.
they said it was cancelled. --"
anw me and jasmine went to makan @ kfc.
and borrow comics >.> heh.
went tuition with ying.
missed pj! lol.


things change when u look at them from another context.

(:
in high spirits.
cheers. (:

oh yah, happy birthday huixin!

eewee.

ooh mans. im on the comp again.
lalala.
this morning was so freaked.
dad peeled an egg for me.
my sis agreed that smth was wrong. but i duno what is, yet.
i mean he only does that when i was like five or smth.

anw went to sch.
dozed off on the table immediately.
noone woke me up to go for flagraising seh. haha.
but i woke up lah. last min.
then came back class.
got stupid headache.
slept thru ss and geog.
then woke up in middle of bio,
to the whole class going siao over maths ws.
united class what, all dont do. then liddat lah. haha.
so started driving myself nuts drawing weird curves.
whats the point lah.

still drawing during recess.
entertained by KC's normal crap lah.

aft sch went for cg with pam n xuan.
today we supposed to chairr, but it doesnt really seem like we are lah.
cux yihui's there mah (:
eewee = yihui. (:
aft cg we abit high lah, then sang alot of worship songs from the book.
i wan to be able to pray and sing seh.

the adults grp need to use the place
me yihui and piyopam and teh-peng seepeng went over to macs for dinner?
i had fries and mcflurry (:
dairyqueens oreo more shiok thoughs. its the whole pc one.
and then left early.
mum didnt scold me leh. haha. miracle. woots.

pam just told me.
six weeks to eoy.
S I X weeks.
gosh.

and theres 2.4 tml.
feel so lazy lahh.
d r ea d dd d .

sleepy.

its like seven thirty pm.
and i feel like sleeping.
orh mans. pig like duno what.

god really bless me loads loads.
i might actually pass amaths.
passing amaths is like. wayyyy beyond me lah.
i mean. its amaths.
theres LOG. *gasps at the sound of it.
its scarier than. uhm. cockroaches?
and duno who say wrong lah.
3/4 got one a1 but alot more passes.
not only one pass --"

yeah.
then after sch went off to town again with ber.
(: barney rocks.
had icecream, brownie, popcorn chicken etc. gluttons seh.
got more presents for people.

she malu sia.
>.> at this waterbottle racks.
then i took up one design and she went
wahlau so obiang!
and then the pple next to us holding it. then lol.
then i was like "buy black one lah. nicer"
then she duwan lah, black so sadist.
and the other girl was carrying a black bottle.
lol. she offended three pple in three mins. haha.

nothing much lah.
thanks barney for pei-ing me (:

shoulder very tight.
dreading 2.4 on thursday,
dread like duno what.
get C can liao.
no motivation to do napfa at all lah. pui.

lugging guitarr.

one long draining day. lol.
survived through the numerous mental stresses.
chem.chi.maths.

god blessed me alot for my grades recently.
its beyond what i can do normally lahh.

hmm.
aft sku lugged and hugged makk's guitar to amk macs with jieling for shepherding.
the guy never give me sauce for the nuggets lahh.
cux i think i ordered student values and i lazy ask.
quite tense up :X

after shepherding, jieling left for home
and i went down to town alone.
hah. shocked?
3 years ago i wunt have thot i can ander in town area alone.
and i think its the first time im down there alone.
got some stuff for kclan day!
stress them up (: hahh!
cant mention where i go lah.
those stupid spiers with incredible think-too-much and analytical brains will go nuts trying to figure it out
cause we aint supposed to tell who we giving (:
so we are giving two and getting two loh. (:
quite fun.

surprisingly didnt feel very pathetic in town alone.
uhm cause cant bring any kclan pple down mah.
and qiao got oral and the two drumlets guy @ choir.
yihui meeting me laterr.

so was wandering ard hugging the guitar
with dearest muvo's earpc plucked in.
looked like music inclined person right? far from it :X
felt quite free lah.
and the shop damn nice lah.
(:

lalala.
strolling around and killing time after i got the pres.
actually its only one lah.

went to meet yihui @ cityhall.
sat on the bench to wait and almost fall asleep.
imagine seeing an andersonain sprawled on the floor with head on the bench hugging a guitar.
ok unsightly.
and we went over to peninsular plaza.
however u spell it.
actually is the building oppo it.
very near to the hotel the winitsuksians (or so they call themselves ^^,) stayed @.
went to get guitar picks!
and uhm assist yihui in choosing guitar.
like real lah.
i cant even play.
we were like deciding between the one with great sound and the one with nicer design.
after much debating.
design won.
(: i wonder why she needs 6 picks. lol.
so the two of us very very lang-bei-ly lugged guitars back.
she had two textbooks and her bottle somemore.



really want to master guitar. (:
its so nice.
and use it for worship triples the joy. lalala.

ooh yah.
had 4 huge lychee mochi yesterday.
felt so so so blessed.
lalala. (:
give me limitless supply! woots.

newlayout.

hehh.
changed layout. got tired of the old one.
same designer thoughs. think she rocks. (:

ooh yah. very blessed just now.
i keep forgetting to update stuffs.
was very hungry,
never had a proper meal mah. eating and moving ard.
then reached home.
and got pizza!
the triple cheese thing.
i prefer the normal crust thoughs. dun really like cheese.

lalala.
gona sleep soon i guess.
nth to watch on teevee.
weekend tv's always very sian.

poof`

blessed*

haha forgot to mention.
wen for dinner last night with ber @ amk kfc.
cux her sis motivator for the ndp.
you know the stand there n jump n high then everyone else stare and diao you one?
uhh. then got free voucher for 2pc chicken meal.
so we just went loh. haha.
thanks ber (:


hah. recently quite a few pple said i've grown.
as in spiritually.
but come to think of it.
its kinda amazing.
from someone thats anti-yhope to someone thats serving God.
its a great transition aint it.
i suppose i finally come to realisation. hah.

met up with rach n reena and wen for service.
i still think the breakthru song is very weird cause its like slow and fast. lol.
but really was touched.
awaiting breakthrough.
so great.

then had farewell thg for jessie (:
gona miss her.
hmm.

went for dmm @ RC.
had games by jon n pete. lol.
knew before hand actually. but quite fun lah.
must give face mah. sku brothers.
then had QnA session.
me pam luann pete n jon. gmzd!
turned gossipy.
think gideon's really inspiring.
oh ya. pete n pam learning guitar!
hahah. a great reason to learn- use in worship.
i learnt but never had the motivation to carryon.
haha hopefully can play real worship songs very soon. (:
was great seeing all these people fighting for the very same kingdom u're fighting forr.
unity in strength.
brothers are v funny.
oh yah. its the third time this week im @ RC loh.
lol.

wen home with pam aft guitar.
had my first choc bar in weeks!
think voice kind of regained liao lah. right?
anyway i ate. so.. *shrugs.

church rocks (:
God rocks. (:*

craving for fruittarts.
got coupon in ndp booklet! yeay.
delifrance fruit tarts.
someday (:

thankyou for your nailpierced hands.

weary.

8.75 down, 0.25 to go.
hahah. tingxie n summary. then jiu over le bah?

todays a pretty screwed day.
by second period, brain dead already.

its like endof CA3 but not much of rejoicing that it ended. 0.o

morning was funny.
apparently alot of classes were late.
and we stood in the fitness corner area. hah.
thot no flagraising what. nice rainy weather. zzz.
the music didnt go loh.
or maybe i was in too deep a slumber. zzz.
whatever.

guides is getting really sian leh.
because archery mah. didnt take part.
and alot of other thgs lah.
humanfactor?
hah. did so much footdrill felt so robotic and mechanical at the end of the session. hahh.
quite funny.
did about-turn and saw ourreallyenthusiasticabouthersubjectgeogtcher then i gasp. :X
then the skuad like look. uh-oh.
things change.
its more of a chore and responsibility to go now.
missed the days i actually looked forward to it.



service tomorrow (:
thanks sheep for the lays chips.
eat myself. haha.

a w e.

8.5 down, 0.5 more to go! (:
we survived the 9 papers.
but theres chengyu tomorrow.

now its time to dread results day. pui.

caregrp today was amazing.
its specially held for the overseas HopeTaipei sister.
yeah for those that duno, Hope got loads of churches ard the world.
guihao, rachelFong, yushan, marcus, desmond, weilun, yongdeng.
hope the names are right.
im so young there. not even one yr old yet, spiritually lahh >.>
and it was kind of hard to communicate lahh.
our chi all quite cmi lahh.
the cheem chi words that surface once in awhile will be returned with WAHH. haha.
but God is really so gr8.
we sort of have this bond and this similar unspoken understanding.
was awed.

took bus home. so malu. not enough coins. took the trip for 40cents. >.>

hurhur
makk was saying that i wasnt liddat last yr.
when i was commenting that "lyfe is beautiful what. look on the bright side"
haha. church bah. overflowing joy. hahah.

but i seriously think so.
really feel that many's viewpoints got so myopic. because of this environment we grew up in bah.
many harp on those minor things.
theres so much more to everythg. if only they want to see.

cixin thinks im naiive thoughs.
oorh wells.

ooh yah. just now theres this guy that came into the lift.
hes a cleaner, and he was picking up all those soggy.watery litter on the floor with his bare hands. i duno. its like ouch. duno how to express.



truly want to run this race.
this marathon.
its not gona be easy we all know.
hanging on till the very end of time.

caregrp"

hurhur. quick stop.
haffa go off to mugg soon.
last 2 papers tml (: haha.
think got chengyu thoughs.
hafnt been doing any maths hw. die die die.
wonggie gona murder me.
tch until 8e i still @ 7b.
haii.

urgh.
slept at 430 this morning
was mugging. (: and online :X
overslept today >.>
woke up at 7 to wake jon up for his shepherding.
then i forgot to reset alarm.
im dumb.
but anw unit cg was fun.
know a few more pple.
northeast rocks (:

had my first cge.
truly sees the effort behind every cg and beggining to appreciate it more and more.
had shepherding with rach (:
wen okay.

returned back to yishun.
had breakfast at 430pm
haha.

i wan kat's brownies!
and nas' brownies!

and i voice.
they say i sound like a sexy GUY.
uhh. thanks, but no thanks!

ooh yah.
ytd night.
the fortunate pple.
jon was out with his parents @ cartel.
and qiao was watching bewitched and had FONDUE.
fondue fondue fondue.
:(

and i was patriotically watching ndp.
>.>
but ndp interesting what.
the 1000pple handsign thg was way cool.
wish i was part of them.
laughing at the little kids singing the song :X

ruien was so chio. haha.
wearing purple (:
anticipating sec4 prom photos, must be so entertaining (:

can start shopping for kclan day presents soon.
quite excited. haha.

seeing so many, tangled in the web cupid whove.
never seeming to figure it out.
some appear blissful yet are bleeding inside.
many end up scarring their own lives.
and even then, they dun see.
just lingering in all those darkness.
when light is awaiting.
cant figure it out.

thoughts.

ciaos.

embrace life.

embrace life (:
life rocks.
besides pimple outbreak
last night,
that super unpatriotic barney the purple dino called and asked if i wud pon sku with her.
being the super patriotic voiceless person looking forward to sing "who are youuuu my countryy?", i told her i wann go sku.
ok so actually i need to passup that narrative. and i shudnt spend money on macs breakfast.
and we had conference. me pete n ber.
petes the proposition- go school.
bers opposition- sleep in.
im uh. neutral.
and then i flipped a coin and the coin says GO.
so end. going.

and guess what?
that lazy prehistoric fossilised dino overselpt.
and she ponned sch and cip.
we wanted to not go cip.
but im guai. and i went.
ok lah quite fun what :X

raining.
and 3/4- 3/7 gathering at the collection point.
so its fun.
3/7 crazy guys tearing apart this cute hippo renying found.
kclan's crazy over bigbig softtoys.
HINTS* (:

then stone ard abit.
and took bus back to sku.
i wen to meet that dino @ amk mrt
and the rest wen back with jass for her makeup geog test.

me n ber waited for ganjiao.
and then headed to lavender to make their IC.
we managed to convince her she looks okay in the photo so dunnid wait for her to take again :X
the Q was so long.
but quite fast leh.
like 10mins then settle liao.
so fun. the thumb scanner. coooool. (:

returned to cityhall.
ganjiao and ber waited with me for kclan they all.
then they wen off to plazasing. for cf celeb. the top4.
act got life sia :X
ganjiao wen along. 2/5 mini gathering?
and one train ltr, they reached and we managed to meet up n go into the same train.

we went to changi airport.
can see pples jaw drop.
yah we a little crazy only mahh.
cux xin craving for sushi.
and i feel like gg back there de sakae. my bd last yr celebrated there mahh.

and very dumb lah,
buffet supposedly start at 3.
and its only 0210.
so we sat ard that area and chatted.
about loads of stuff lahh. girltalk? hurhur.
then finally rush to the entrance of sakae.
to be told there isnt any buffet cux its public holidays eve
but not in terms of conditions lohh.

but we just went in.
and tried to control while we eat.
and halfway thru, the manager came to tell us buffets ON.
so we didnt wait 50mins for nth.
but mentally, we controlling. so never really eat much sushi after that.
still took the free icecream and watermelons.
i love monchi (: but it its so expensive @ sakae.
shall eat before service someday.
5 for $2 @ centrept 7-11 and 2 for $1.90 @ sakae.
ate some lavabrownie flavoured icecream.
with white creamy thing and magmachocolate bites.

spent 2h plus.
rushed off to toilet, and makk's wallet lost.
kclan's tradition?
aft each happy celeb, this always happens.
so we retraced footsteps and stuff.
and was directed to the info counter.
makk was like "haiya nvm lah, go home lah. cant find one"
then i was praying while we were walking.
and the woman said its found and they tried paging for us. but..
reminds me of jon and his passport.
hurhur. wen to collect it @ the main office upstairs.
so fun.
we were like crapping, shud drop wallet in front of cute guy.
and then this guy came running out of the info centre with mak's ezlink, which she left behind.
was laughing n bumped into this oldman.
he ooi me. :(
later got member of public complain again. lol.
wanted to buy marshmellows @ the minitoons @ airport.
bought some hp sock thg.
no use leh :X just commemorate today loh. lol.
their marshies so limited.

took train home.
crapped more.
wen NP with xin. got dearest marshmellows.
I WANT BIG SOFTTOY :X

0oh yesterdayy.
wen out with pete and jon.
@ orchard.
qiao cudnt come along..
chatted with jons mum while giving him a wakeup morning call.
entertaining :X but scary.

we wen to pp, taka, fareast.
i got my dearest new nb and pete got his pencilcase.
so done lohh (:
was oohing and ahhing over artmaterials and manga @ kino.
kino the pearl guy.
>.> nahh.

ok nvm.
had toriQ lunchset, standing outside those expensive branded shops.
the shop's door is automatic --" and it has a personal elevator inside.
rich people >.>



(:
happy 40th birthday, sinGApore!

bl*essed`

im really really tired.
but i feel so fulfilled refreshed thankful and blessed (:

hurhur.
early in the morning woke up.
prepare to get out.
and went out --"
somerset.

walked alone to nexus. :(
cux the rest had ministry i think.
service was as usual, great.
even when im quite voiceless.
or according to pam, i have a sexy voice now.
i dun agree. haha.

worship songs sang quite new. but nice leh.
sermons engaging.
sort of reminded me of things again.

got mentor guidebooks! (:
orh then headed over to gideon's house for meeting.
after lunch.

was challenged and learnt alot.
what is the value of God in ur heart?
had to leave for family gathering.
very sian lahh.
typical scene out of a movie.
adults fussing over the new additions of the family and the younger people catching up.
and fellow hp users like me,
going out of the room to talk to pple on phone.

hurhur.
food was okay.
cept this porkcubes on leaf thg. gross.

i think my darling nephew is so cute.
he was walking and falling then climb up and contd walk and fall again.
my fallist genes?
lol. so cute right.
but i never carry him before lehh.
lousy >.>
i somehow think i will drop him like a scene out of happy tree friends.
nahh. dun think about it.

then it became less sian.
having conver with cous that i thot i never will.
dun really like them :X now ok.
and birthday song for grannie.
cake.

finally can leave liao.
took so long to eat one meal. --"

trust my faithful 3200 to die out at one point.
used my dad sparephone.

im contridicting.
yah the gathering was initially quite sian. but it got better.




long day for me.
like 10-11.
but really enjoyed it.

still have energy.
(:

god rocks ;

c a nv a s.

bwak!
long long day (:

recently vehh sad sia.
everyones so busy noone has time for lunch,
not to say lunch w me >< color="#ffffff">and its so sian.
the busride was horrid at first.
got this indians woman saree? keep tickling my leg.
had laughing fit. so its like squeaks.
we attempt to go to substation anyway.
appparently we either got off too early/ got off too late.
the website's map is lousy.
and were too hungry so just stop and ate at this mini aircon foodcourt place.
hotplate rocks.

so we wen back on our search for substation.
took one hour plus k.
going ard in circles.
town is one complex place.

couldnt even go back to nafa that we passed on the bus.
was passing by padang.
so ndp-ish.
paused on clarkquay.
i love the bridge.
reminded of choir concert last year.

and aft duno how many circles and asking passerbys,
we finally reach.
the supernova display was quite disappointing actually.
40 yrs of spore music evolution?
only have 20 or less picts.
but all the picts are good picts.

explored substation.
kopped alot of postcards, catalogues, brochures.
got band jamming.
but we dint dare to go into the theatre o.o

aft that headed for nafa again.
took cab :X
lazy mah. took some time then finally got there.
wen to their galleries.
quite nice, and can actually relate to.
unlike those SGD20000 paintings in taka.

got a lady just opened her own solo exhibition. i also wan 0.o
its like the whole nafa campus stretch across a few paedestrian crossing.
and they have everythg lah.
mini art friend also have.

see all those pple carrying the big files
and oogle over them being art students.
enviable people.

took more brochures and stuff.
and they even got this bottle dispenser thg.
not only can and pack drink horh, bottle.
fine. sounds mountain turtlish.

then finally we on 857 home.
and its actually wen past substation - -"

nevermindd.

tml no voice for worship n praise!
but also mean can dun talk during fam gathering :X


please refer to cixins detailed blog (:
very very detailed.
in sequence somemore.



artsy day.

art rocks.

short.

bwak!
i lost my voice!
i think i sound like a guy.

or at least it sounds weird.

yah yah.
back to the books.

soon ;

reading interesting blog. (:

ov e r load.

information overload.
took 4 tests.
emaths, chi, chem and shortmaths test.

felt like doing DC.
everyone walking by was like oorhhh-horhhhh
then i mouth test and contd doing.

waving to passerbys sia.

--"

gona screw everythg.
donwana be diamond.
sodium chloride and light.
right?



nah.
head still hurting
throat still soring.

off to geog.
ppft.

u r g h h h.

three more papers.
t h r e e more.

saturday got fam gathering.
got good food.
will be talking to phone again lah.
pple, stay by ur phone can.


service.
thats the only thg to look forward to bah.


off to geog.
lyfe is getting pathetic with all grades.

.

sick.

s ic k.
:(

but recovering lah.

petes sick too
can spread thru sms one orh?
so piggish.
been eating and sleeping.
and eating and sleeping.

yeahs.
nth much to update lah.

anticipating end of ca3
or rather, year end.

0.o